holy moley

time has seriously flown. in the blink of an eye it is nov. 15 and i am 1/4 a nurse. a nurse. people actually expect me to be able to do this. i mean, on friday i really proved myself in a lot of ways but even then i was standing looking at a chart and i thought "oh my god i'm looking at a chart and understanding, a chart! my bottom!" and i laughed to myself and then i had another feeling that i am just too spooty to be a nurse. yes, i'm whipping out an old word because it is the only word i can think of to describe what i am and how i feel. a spoot. anyway, i know i can do it and i am feeling very confident but there are just times when i think that i have fooled someone into letting me play at the hospital.