it just hit me a day or so ago that people are going to expect me to be turning in money soon to hold my place for the fall at ASPN. part of me is really happy and excited and thinks that this is perfect and that i knew it all along. the other part of me is freaking out like a mofo. i immediately wanted to grab mama's first deck of study cards and begin cramming for my first test... which is... four months away. i think that i just need a big moment to gather my wits and calm my ass down. the only thing i worry about, of course, is the money. 250 smackers. i am thinking of whoring myself but then on the other hand i just will have to do with out the gas bill or i dunno the cable bill. i dunno, at least i am taking another first step in the right direction of pecuniary stability. i am carrying around this little black notebook and i am hoping that it works better than a ledger from the bank. i am still on the "i hate the bank and money" kick but there isn't anything i can do about it. so i just take it day to day. for instance. i never would have predicted watching the philadelphia story yesterday but it was exactly the thing i needed. the hepburn and the stewart and the grant (a.k.a. the-hunka-burnin'-love) are just amazing in this movie. i love it and it makes me want to watch holiday and the lion in winter and bringing up baby. i'm sure that you are catching the trend here. so to sum up. i am going to read now and relax about nursing and try to let go of the money worries and go stir the burning potpourri.
3 comments:
you're so right. sometimes the philadelphia story is exactly what a person needs. that is c.k. dexter haven and some booofy and maybe some pops de polar later.
You've relaxed so much that you are snoring on the couch as we speak. What a git.
i realize more and more even day that we are sin twisters...
it will all work out good, sherwin good.
might i also add that the pic of michele lee on your blog may be the greatest thing i have ever seen.
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